Working my way towards the answer myself....
Why do I need to leave when all I need is around me?
|Just like a dog~ lapping up life post|
relentlessly pursuing my consciousness;
determinately seeking to be answered.
It is the monkey-brain, the devil-player, the negative-nilly.
I do not listen, as much as hear and respond~
Why do I need to leave when all I need is around me?!
It taunts like a broken record,
replaying when I am tired,
when I am discouraged,
when I am weak from loneliness or travel demands.
Why do I need to leave
when all I need is around me?!
I turn it on its tail to run~
Because all that is around me will come with me.
Will be with me. Will grow with me.
I am not leaving all that I need; I am growing all that I have.
in love. trish.